Main Character

Apocalypse ~ Cigarettes after sex

Funny how you sit behind in a taxi , with a bit of rain outside, looking outside the window and suddenly you feel like the main character of a movie.

Close your eyes and have a soundtrack to go with it…

I imagine wanting to be barefoot on the bedroom floor …. Dim lights around…. Record playing on the player …. Rain still pouring outside fogging the windows.

Growing older I feel – I am exactly where I need to be… maybe that is what being a mature adult means…. you grow out of fantasies and create a reality close enough to fantasy.

Maybe it doesn’t take much to be content… maybe you just need to grow up , accept that life has a way of working things out.

Things that mattered 20 years ago that felt like life and death then…. Are replaced by having a quiet life, where peace is not at a premium because you have learnt to shut down the noise.

Life is filled with Kodak moments and I think this one is mine. Reminding me to be grateful and to be okay with being the main character once in a while in my little life (and my own mind!).