I have to be up in another 6 hours…….and probably I’ll never be able to explain why I am still up ……

Thinking of a little soul…..

One moment more~ Mindy Smith

That little bundle of joy…..that came into a loving home…….in a land far far away…..

I remember my little cousin calling me on the phone for a name…..a name for the shiny new button….white as snow…..

We decided on Caesar……

I know it was a heavy name for a lil pup…….even tho we would never call him that,,,,,

Months on………he became this big giant snowman…..with a mind of his own……little did we know back then…..

He would steal all their hearts……

Soo much personality……seemed almost impossible ….for a mute little thing….

To express soo much…..with his big bright eyes……

“To warm my soul and ease my mind”

He filled a space in her soul……everywhere she went …….he followed her…….

The best part was how much he understood her…..like the unspoken language between her and him……something that none of us will ever know

“Everywhere you are
It’s just enough to steal my heart and run
And fade out with the falling sun”

But most of all we knew he was a kindred soul……… something in him that came really close to being human…..

I will never be able to understand……why?…….or how?

I wish I could…….

I wish I knew how my granma……felt……..I wish I could fathom how she felt or how her heart broke……..

Maybe I will never know

But most of all my heart breaks for this little guy…….who probably will never understand……why?

Why he was taken away….

Away from his home….

Away from the people he loved the most….

Maybe he will never know………

“Please don’t go
Let me have you just one moment more
Oh, all I need
All I want is just one moment more”

I wish he knew how much they all loved him…..

“You’ve got to hold me and maybe I’ll believe
So hold me
Even though I know you’re leaving”

I wish he knew how much she loved him…..

“Give me
Just one part of you to cling to
And keep me
Everywhere you are”

I wish he knew how much she will miss him…..

“Tell me that someday you’ll be returning
And maybe
Maybe I’ll believe
It’s just enough to see a shooting star
To know you’re never really far

It’s just enough to see a shooting star

To know you’re never really gone”