A Tell Tale Sign

Nothing in My Way ~ Keane

I should know answering fire with fire is no way to resolve issues……… I am no epitome of patience but I ought to know better…..

Do I call the contradicting forces tearing my life apart blessings in disguise?

The truth is it is hard to watch yourself waste away in the hopes of conquering a fate that is not yours to create…….or should I say was never yours to create……

Waste is a word which is like a Mac knife stuck in my side…….threatening to muffle my voices of faith and last cries of hope….

I who am nothing…….will never be defined by what I leave behind……

Bitter I may be but not yet insane……..

I am not what I used to be…..but I am not who I have never been…….

I am the yet to come……..and this day will pass……this pain will subside ……this ravenous storm……will calm…..

And then when the truth finds it’s way home……there I will be to break the whispering wind…..becoming my own……..

“It’s just another day, nothing in my way…..I don’t want to go……. I don’t want to stay….so there’s nothing left to say”