I guess am back….after a brief hiatus….
All the “Need to find myself” and moping around I have done lately….I have nothing to show for it…..
I am back where I started…..as lost as possible…..
Nothing interests me these days … music, people, books, food, kindness….
It is the mediocrity thats stamped all over my life…..
It is like being in therapy with no intention to recover, or be better…
I guess am looking for an intervention….. not at a spiritual level….but at a very basic…..human level……
It’s Been Awhile ~ Staind
A classic, what else is there to say about this song…other than pure classic……
Identity,,,,,
“And everything I can’t remember
As f**ked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I’ve rendered
I’ve stretched myself beyond my means”
It is amazing how days go by….. then you become a stranger to yourself…….
Like sleep walking through your life…..
Being on auto-pilot……
“Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day”
Living is an art …and I wish I were an artist…
“And it’s been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high”
Missing Soundtrack 