There are no real musings lately……none worth filling the space …..

Just empty thoughts…….

You do something to me~ Paul Weller

I go way back with this song…..

A blunt and sharp mix of emotions…

The reminiscent….remains of a memory…..

“Mixing my emotions – that throws me back again.
Hanging on the wire, I’m waiting for the change.”

As we wait ……for the meteor to hit……place everything on stand by for the lightning to strike…..

“I’m dancing through the fire, just to catch a flame – An’ feel real again”

Just to find THE “Moment of clarity”

When the world will make sense again…..

“I’m hoping to get close to  a peace I cannot find “

Exhausting the inner strength to last…… finding it easy to still the rush…….and losing the state of exhilaration……

“I’m hanging on the wire – for a love I’ll never find”

Optimism is not a choice or a forte….to be picked, sieved and prepared……nor is it an armour created to save the hollowness within….

“Just to get close to, just close enough”

What if close enough is not enough?

They say-

“Beggars cannot be choosers”

Not here to beg………but to choose and be chosen……..