Subjective?

Is ordinary subject to perception?

I feel ordinary…..

Nothing to offer…….

Ordinary People ~ John Legend

I struggle with the word – “More”

The more I write about my mundane life…. the more I get comfortable with it……

It feels as if I have sterilized myself of all attachments and emotions……

Once upon a time I thought I had soo much to give to the world…..

Today I am just an incapacitated individual who thinks it is OK to excuse herself of all her self-centered behaviour in the name of self-preservation…..

I have come to realize I chose to be this way…..

I always chose not to give……

Don’t ask me why………I cannot fix it………..

“We’re just ordinary people
We don’t know which way to go”