Words & Noises

Wish…..

Have you ever wondered what if wishes came true?

They say be careful what you wish for……cos you never know when it may come true….

Flaws in Science...

Small or big….wishes are wishes……. possible or impossible……

“Oh that is wishful thinking isn’t it?”

“Building castles up in the air”

“Up with the fairies again?”

A Wish……What is a wish?

Set the fire to the third bar ~ Snow Patrol Feat* Marth Wainwright

I hate the fact this song is being recongnised now…..years after its release…..just because it featured  in a movie….

Hauntingly beautiful……and the beat in the background…….reminds me of the trains passing by….and the profoundness of the distance….envelopes me …….

“Their words mostly noises
Ghosts with just voices
Your words in my memory
Are like music to me”

I always wonder what happens to the words that you say to people……

Because I know what happens to the words that people have spoken to me……

It gets taped in my head and I replay it……

Just like a song……I remember every word…

And those words haunt me……

After sometime…..I begin to wonder if they really meant those words? or did they just throw it at me?

And after a while I find it difficult to believe them…….soon enough I erase the tapes……and pretend like those words never transpired or never existed…..

The complexity of these words baffle me…… I fail to read between the lines…….and I deflect the words like light against a surface……unable to absorb nor grasp the true meaning behind it…….

Why cannot words be black and white…..why do they have to be cryptic codes disguised as normal sentences……

Why create this grey area which leaves color blind people like me left to navigate the vocabulary mess……

Why cannot words be used in their truest form instead of the mangled mess they are made out to be…..

“I lay down on the cold ground
and I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down…..”

Echo….

“You could be happy I wont know…” ever lost touch with a friend? or have a face in your head that you can’t quite place a name?….. kids you went to school with but never ever saw them again, ever?

You could be happy- Snow Patrol

“Is it too late to remind you how we were….”

I know we can never go back….. hindsight is a wonderful thing they say…..

Madness in my head

It’s just having to pick the phone and calling that long-lost friend…. I dont think I am brave enough to do that…… It’s no excuse I know…

But…

Sometimes things are better left just the way they are…..unsaid…unknown

I like to lock the good memories away in a box and throw away the keys..to keep them intact……I have this foolish notion that once let out they will never be the same…..

“All the things I wish I had not said…..” “are played in loops till it’s madness in my head “

“Most of what I could remember makes me sure….I shouldve stopped you from walking out the door…”

Pride however has a price to pay….

There are a few times when I want to make that call even if it just to say “Hello Stranger”, “I hate the fact we lost touch…..”

“Is it too late to remind you how we were?”

Dont think just do….

“Take a glorious bite of the whole world…”

I truly hope you got all that you dreamed of….

“You could be happy.. I hope you are….”