Tag: Games

Wicked Game

Naive….

Wicked Game ~ Chris Issack

I have memories of this song….some good and some bad… but this song never makes me bitter……personally I think the emotion conveyed in this song is quite spiteful……but thats just me, am sure people would like to disagree with me on this one. Being the sad twisted person that I am………

Keep everything and everyone an arm’s length away……..always……..

Thats me……….thats what I do……thats what I always have done………..Non-Chalant…..people oversee this disgraceful quality in me….

While we are on the topic of drawbacks….my biggest drawback (other than being a cold-hearted b**** that is….) is that I am not a control freak just the complete opposite of it really…….and the last time I checked this was NOT the most appealing trait to have as a girl………lucky for me right? (Note the sarcasm)…….ah well at least I am honest eh? (which btw I am slowly finding out is not off the chart popular either …adding to my nightmare…..wow I am all set to be the most desirable woman in the world! again please note the tone of sarcasm)

lets move on to the song…or else I see this post turning into an EPIC rant ….

So back to the song………..Honest much? Very much……..

One thing I do know……..I’d hate to be the girl in this song…………

Memory of it fades….

The Game…..

Shape ~ Sugarbabes Feat Sting

Ok the original is far more beautiful than this……

Sting kills it in his own awesome way…..

Clarity

I can sit through hours just to finish a piece of work…….

But I cannot be alone for a minute with these voices in my head……

I cannot make peace with the tumultuous awakenings…

“I’ve always played it safe nothing’s ever safe
Give me the courage to back my own convictions
Every decision I make I pay it back and more”

I am too tired to wave the white flag…..

Too tired to make that mental space…..

Space within this emotional clutter….

A breathing space…..

“Now turn the cards and let them fall to me
Cos I don’t need to play on with the hand that they have given me
I’ll give it back cos it’s not the way it has to be”

Dreams invaded by unsolved mysteries…..

Like messages in a bottle…..

Reach out and watch them fade……

Like waves crashing close a moment….but disappear the next…..

“And you can easily gamble your life away
Second after second
And day by day
You play the game or you walk away
It’s a new turn on a blue day
And a cool deal of life for me
And it’s all good”

On my knees I pray to find salvation…..

Asleep I pray for peace…..

Awake I pray for uninterrupted sleep….

Clubs are the weapons of war....
Swords of a soldier....

“I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier,
I know that the clubs are weapons of war,
I know that diamonds mean money for this art,
But that’s not the shape of my heart”