Demons in my Dreams~ Brian McFadden

Remember those dreams where you want to reach out …..but you can’t……you are frozen, you find yourself struggling……unable to move…..unable to wake up……

Dreams…..recurring dreams……..random dreams……..fuller dreams….colder dreams……

“I search my world but I can’t find you”

Recurring dreams….like losing my sister over and over again……losing her in the crowds……losing her while riding on a bicycle……..

“Youre standing there but I can’t touch you”

Recurring dreams…..like watching my mum sitting on a table……..on the same table……watching her always….

“Try to talk but the words are just not there”

Recurring Dreams…..like walking into an unknown wedding….and leaving right in the middle…..alway at the same moment……

“I can feel a sense of danger”

Recurring Dreams……like seeing my Grandma alive and watching her funeral the next moment……over and over again……..

“You stare at me like I’m a stranger”

Vague Dreams………..like building a grotto with a stranger……..

“Paralyzed and you don’t seem to care”

True Dreams……….like the ones feel so surreal that you can’t tell if you are dreaming or wide awake……..because you remember every single detail……like lines on a hand…..the table cloth pattern….the little porcelain figurines….crossings on the street

Forgotten Dreams……..like the ones you so desperately want to remember, but you are left with fragments that no longer fit….

“I search my world but I can’t find you

Youre standing there but I can’t touch you

Try to talk but the words are just not there

I can feel a sense of danger

You stare at me like I’m a stranger

Paralyzed and you don’t seem to care

The demons in my dreams”