Tag: Susie Suh

This Moment….

I am falling asleep but I still want to write about this one song which brings back the feeling of  nostalgia….

The one that is filled with memories of vulnerability and torment…..

All I Want~ Susie Suh

I don’t know if it is the piano……

I don’t know of it is her voice…..

I don’t know if it is the words…..or the pain in which she sings them…..

I can never get enough of this song….

As I sit, hearing it play endlessly…… I let myself drown…..in the myriad waves of emotions that sweep over me…

Free Falling...

“Too many times, I have wondered” she sings……“What all trying is for” ?? she wonders….

“You come around, I feel so down, I’m gonna drown” as she drowns…..in remorse and regret……because she knows …..“I know that you’ve fallen short”…….what it feels to be let down…..

“And too many times, I have wanted”……..and many times she has wanted to “To turn around and walk away“

Because she knows deep inside…….she cannot be provided with what she needs……

As she contemplates……leaving……..

“I tell you that I wanna go” but she really wants to stay

“I tell you that I wanna go, but I wanna stay”

She wants to stay….but she knows she is going to lose herself…..

“I tell you that I wanna go, but I wanna stay, I tell you that I wanna go, but I wanna stay, I wanna stay,I wanna stay,I wanna stay……But I know I’m gonna lose myself this way”

“but…..” she asks  “do you know”? It doesn’t change……“The way I feel about you at the end of the day”

she knows what she wants when she says “That all I want is what you got”

As she is torn between what she needs and what her heart wants……But it changes nothing………

Nothing changes when you know…….

“But do you know, It doesn’t change
The way I feel about you at the end of the day
‘Cause I know
That all I want is what you got”

But this moment is all I’ve got

It’s all I’ve got……..


Rescue Boat…

It’s funny when you talk to people on the phone……people you have never met before………

How do you put a face to a name or a voice? Beats me…..

Can you say much about people just  by hearing their voice? I don’t know……..

Give Me Heart ~ Susie Suh

A Beautiful Voice and a Beautiful Song…… when I hear it….I always feel like there are feathers falling down all around…….in a slow but beautiful motion……..

Empty Streets
Empty Streets

“The water is rushing in
I feel it on my skin
Our boat is sinking now”

Ever feel like you are phony sometimes?…….Like you are trying hard to be someone you are not……..

Like you are always swimming against the wrong tide…….

Like you are on the right track……but on the wrong train……

“I wake up
I grab my things
As the waves keep
Rollin’ in”

I wake up everyday and ask myself……how will I get there? but I never can find the answer ……

Simply because…..I dont know where I wanna go…….

“I ask myself
“Oh what’s the point?”
“What’s the point of it all?”
“What’s the point?””

Honestly…..what is the point?……….when does it begin to stop? and when does it really start to begin?

“Time goes by so slow
When you’re waiting
For a rescue boat
The water’s getting cold”

One thing I do know is that there is not much I do know…..

“All I ever really wanted was to”

Close my eyes and hear the waves crash endlessly…….

“All I ever really wanted was to”

Feel the sand under my bare feet……

“All I ever really wanted was to”

Wake up,  not worrying about how I am going to get there…….because I am where I ought to be…..where I belong

“All I ever really wanted was to”………

“Dream”