Just Hold Me ~Maria Mena
There are simple truths in my world which I know like the back of my hand…..
Simple truths…..
No one else can see…
The visions in my head like vivid canvases…
“Comfortable as I am”
Peace found me in turmoil…..
The mystery of me was a riddle solved…..
Alas I play with words….
I wish I did not…..
Fail the words I once named…..
Fail the one memory I held dear….
“I wish it didn’t matter”
Forever is just but a word…
The word did turn into eternity……
“But if I wanted silence
I would whisper
And if I wanted loneliness
I’d choose to go
And if I liked rejection
I’d audition”
I broke what was not mine…… but why did I lose what I had not?
“And how come it is so hard?”
I gave what was not mine to keep……..
“And why do I still care?”
“Care”…..the blasted word…..the cursed misery……that inherently became mine….
“Poor little misunderstood baby
No one likes a sad face
But I can’t remember life”
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