Lord Knows….

Fractured Life……

Smile for me now....
Smile for me now....

I miss my baby sister….

I wonder if she will ever forgive me for missing out on her life so much…..

We were comrades ……I hope we still are…

She is everything I am not…….

But we are like two different beats of the same song….

Just the same but somehow different…….

Aicha ~ Outlandish

“So sweet, so beautiful
Everyday like a queen on her throne
Don’t nobody knows how she feels
Aicha, Lady one day it will be real”

I have beautiful memories of her in my childhood…..

We could claw each others eyes out…..

And cry holding each other at the same time…..

She is what I call a lifeline…..

And she knows me all too well….

Lord knows the way she feels
Everyday in his name she begins
To have her shining right here by my side
I’d sacrifice all them tears in my eyes”

All the secrets we shared….

The laughter and the tears….

It was always us against the world……..

“She needs somebody to lean on
Someone body, mind & soul
To take her hand, to take her world
And show her the time of her life, so true
Throw the pain away for good”

Clouds will Rage….

To Mothers who are, will be and were meant to be…..

In My Arms ~ Plumb

Kings & Queens
Kings & Queens

To the child in my dreams….

“Your baby blues
So full of wonder
Your curly cues
Your contagious smile
And as I watch
You start to grow up
All I can do is hold you tight”

“I saw you again yesterday…..It seems like we are meant to meet this way…..

I see you……when you think I cannot….

I want you to know ……You were never unspoken of…. far from it…….

I spoke about you all day…..everyday…….

I remember you like a name in the holy book…..

You were my saving grace……

You were our saving grace…….

We never wished you away……

We were the children of that storybook…….

And you our  little princess from the  fairytale….”

“Story books full of fairy tales
Of kings and queens and the bluest skies
My heart is torn just in knowing
You’ll someday see the truth from lies “

“It is not pain that I feel, but the cold realization,

Of the promise I made….

It is the image of you…..

Your hazel eyes……

Your golden brown hair…..

Your Olive skin…….

See I was a little girl……who loved to dream……

A little girl…….

just like a little girl you would grow up to be…..

But little girls grow up too……”

“Castles they might crumble
Dreams may not come true
But you are never all alone
Because I will always
Always love you “

“I see you……..

I know we see you….

Even though it is no longer ‘us’

We loved you before you came…..

We always loved you as a part of us…..

A part our dream…..

A part of our fairytale……

Precious the name…..

Precious the memory…..

And I pray for the memory…..

You were the Sweetest truth……

You will always be our saving grace…..

You will always be my saving grace…..”

“Clouds will rage
And storms will race in
But you will be safe in my arms
Rains will pour down
Waves will crash all around
But you will be safe in my arms”