Displaced..

Got a lot of things to say picking up at the middle is more appropriate than the beginning. Things ought to be in their place, even memories whilst we are on the topic of picking up where we left off, how do you pick up a life hastily abandoned years ago?

Million Faces~ Paolo Nutini

You know the story of the frog that sat in a well and wished to see the stars shining up in the dark brooding skies? Well it went something like this…so the frog finally got out of the well and to this new exciting outside world spite of the froggy peers advise about the big bad world.  Lets fast forward a couple of frog years , so Mr. Learned Frog returns to the well (Don’t ask me why) all learned sans the “Worldly Wise” attitude, hoping to slip back to normalcy knowing all that he knew, and seeing all that he had seen. I cannot remember for the life of me how the story ended, but normal in Mr. Frog’s life was quite underrated, yes you heard me right, I said underrated He was wise but not wise enough to know Normal was not what he would get when he did get back. You see the problem was this – Mr. Frog had a heart that belonged in the well, but a mind that had aged beyond his years.. Slowing down was not his problem, it was the falling behind. Anyways I might suck at storytelling, but I hope you get the gist. I have no moral of the story,  nor a quirky clever sign off, but if I must end I say this “Oh how we chase the past…..and yet soo afraid to find it breathing down the neck all but to tie a noose”

Until next time….

Oh a million faces pass my way
Oh they’re all the same, nothing seem to change anytime I look around ,Oh who knows just what the future holds”

Rewind..

I am distraught ….and for no particular reason…….dispair overwhelms me with its cold frosty hands…….

I am losing……

Losing the fire that keeps me going……

The flame inside reduced to mere ember….ready to give out….

Why can't we just rewind?
Why can't we just rewind?

Rewind~ Paolo Nutini

“Picking up the pieces….of the wreck you went and left…..”

No I am not sleeping at night….. I have become a nomad with no real home to warm me…….

“I am dealing with dilemmas…..in my now so stressful life……”

I wish I could shift this heavy weight just for awhile……..and take the bitterness out of the sting…..

“I have made my home here on the floor”

I am drenched in the coolness of a cold floor……

Am not sleeping at night…… “Oh you might blame it on me”……..

Washed your hands of me…….now am going all out…….

“Why can’t we just rewind?”

Why can’t I just rewind……..?