Tag: Thank you

It’s not so bad..

Toil and Trouble….

Thank you ~ Dido

Not the right song for how I am feeling today,,,,

But the right song to say we can always be hopeful….

I like Dido and she makes life easy for me…..well atleast the 3:46 mins while she is playing on my iPod.

I have a couple of drafts lying un-posted….

Just don’t feel like they convey anything at the moment…..

I am trying really hard to find the right words…..

Like they say let it come to you…..

Oh and it does……just like trouble….

Trouble, Trouble, Trouble…….like Ray whines…..

I have trouble and half a dozen of its army waiting outside my door …..

“My tea’s gone cold, I’m wondering why I
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window,
And I can’t see at all
And even if I could it’d all be grey
Put your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it’s not so bad
It’s not so bad”

I could describe with all my might with  the usual clichéd philosophical crap*….hmm like

How do you react when the very ground that you are standing upon gets jerked off? (Nobody’s fault…)

Are you a fool for taking things for granted? (course you are…)

One min you are living your dream…..the next moment life happens……

But that doesn’t make the blow any less painful……

“I drank too much last night, got bills to pay
My head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there’ll be hell today
I’m late for work again
And even if I’m there, they’ll all imply
That I might not last the day
And then you call me and it’s not so bad”

And I can play it off saying “C’est La Vie Baby” but the truth is I am just numb…..or maybe just plain dumb……

I could do much worse…..infact I know I could……

No mouths to feed….or kids to clothe….. I could say I have had it easy…..

I told a friend yesterday I really ought to see a shrink…..half jokingly …..

Am gonna let Dido finish my happily ever after dream sequence to an epic but tragic post……

“Push the door,I’m home at last
And I’m soaking through and through
Then you handed me a towel
And all I see is you
And even if my house falls down now
I wouldn’t have a clue
Because you’re near me”


No Solution…

Hmm Goo Goo Dolls, someone asked the question the other day “Where are they?”

I do not know where this band has disappeared to….

But here is one of their most underrated songs……. I know people go “Oh Iris is a classic” but honestly this song does it for me……

Here is gone ~ Goo Goo Dolls

“I got my defenses , when it comes to your intentions to me”

I cannot inflate ego’s …….people call it my weakness…..but I say its one of my strengths……..I am not sold easily sorry….Incessant unessasary flattery is not my cup of tea…..nor does it work on me

“I’m not the one who broke you, I’m not the one you should fear”

I know its out there

Respect for strangers or people I barely know doesn’t come easy for me…. (except people over a certain age group)….You have to earn it….to get it…..being civil doesn’t mean I respect…..

“And I won’t tempt to be , all you need”

Generalization…..Biased opinions……Narrow outlook….

“And I was not the answer so forget ,if you ever thought it was me”

After having looked down on me or people like me……do not ever expect to be “looked up to”…

“I am no solution, to this sound of dispollution in me”

One word Humility

It will take you a long way……

A Please or A Thank you or A Sorry will not make you any less of a person….

“Somehow here is gone……..”