Toil and Trouble….
Thank you ~ Dido
Not the right song for how I am feeling today,,,,
But the right song to say we can always be hopeful….
I like Dido and she makes life easy for me…..well atleast the 3:46 mins while she is playing on my iPod.
I have a couple of drafts lying un-posted….
Just don’t feel like they convey anything at the moment…..
I am trying really hard to find the right words…..
Like they say let it come to you…..
Oh and it does……just like trouble….
Trouble, Trouble, Trouble…….like Ray whines…..
I have trouble and half a dozen of its army waiting outside my door …..
“My tea’s gone cold, I’m wondering why I
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window,
And I can’t see at all
And even if I could it’d all be grey
Put your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it’s not so bad
It’s not so bad”
I could describe with all my might with the usual clichéd philosophical crap*….hmm like
How do you react when the very ground that you are standing upon gets jerked off? (Nobody’s fault…)
Are you a fool for taking things for granted? (course you are…)
One min you are living your dream…..the next moment life happens……
But that doesn’t make the blow any less painful……
“I drank too much last night, got bills to pay
My head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there’ll be hell today
I’m late for work again
And even if I’m there, they’ll all imply
That I might not last the day
And then you call me and it’s not so bad”
And I can play it off saying “C’est La Vie Baby” but the truth is I am just numb…..or maybe just plain dumb……
I could do much worse…..infact I know I could……
No mouths to feed….or kids to clothe….. I could say I have had it easy…..
I told a friend yesterday I really ought to see a shrink…..half jokingly …..
Am gonna let Dido finish my happily ever after dream sequence to an epic but tragic post……
“Push the door,I’m home at last
And I’m soaking through and through
Then you handed me a towel
And all I see is you
And even if my house falls down now
I wouldn’t have a clue
Because you’re near me”
Missing Soundtrack 