Love Song ~ 311
I know people like the Cure version best….
But Moi goes for the feel of the song
Wow what a downpour today..
I’ll live to see the monsoons hit this side of the world (I wish!)
“Whenever I’m alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again”
I remember..
I have this strange twisted need to imagine myself in the hospital
Doesn’t really make sense because I hate hospitals…
Just the smell and sight of them makes me nauseous
And lets just day the doctors and nurses will never be my peeps…(No offense Doc!)
Jokes apart
It could be that I spent a lot of time in hospitals in my younger days, more than my share really..
I watched my 2 of grandparents fight their last battles there..
And even though my parents do mention in passing about my brief stint there as an infant…. I don’t ever remember being in one…not that I would like to dissect that further…
There is something about hospitals and train stations that make feel like they reek of death..
“Whenever I’m alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again”
The worst part of it all…I always Imagine myself in the hospital….
Like thinking what should I say to my family…
If I will ever get flowers delivered….
How many get well cards I will get..(given my reputation for being the most popular person{Sarcastic Watson, I am being Sarcastic} this is a real worry…)
I like to imagine who I would want to hold my hand before I die…
Even though I flinch at the thought of it all…that doesn’t stop me from imagining stuff like this…
But there is something about hospitals that I cannot get my head around…
It feels like me, the hospitals and the train stations will never make our peace..
“Whenever I’m alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again”
What a depressing thought to start of with…totally not what I came here to write about..
Anyways before I digress and suck the life out of a beautiful day like a dementor..
The day is beautiful….just the way I like it…
Cool breeze, pregnant clouds looming around, the swinging trees….
“Whenever I’m alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again”
Only the other day my aunt asked me the if I was scared..
Actually lot of people these days ask me if I am scared…
I know I give them the “I cannot afford to” shrug….
Honestly I haven’t given it a thought as yet…
I don’t know should I be scared?
“Whenever I’m alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again”
I don’t know, it’s just not my style to be…
Maybe I am missing the point…
The world knows something that I don’t..
I know I am absolutely loco to think like I do, psychotic as my friends say….but those are just stuff that pop up in this silly head of mine…
But I got to say, the world around me has sobered up a bit..
“Whenever I’m alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again”
Well anyway what shall be will be….
Where were we going with the song?
Oh I remember..
I like it….(A lot!)
It is almost perfect…in my humble opinion..
I have to run a bath….need to mull things over…
And here is me hoping to never see myself in a hospital,
Why you may ask?
Well other than the 99 other reasons I just gave….
I must say the top reason will always be that the Hospital gowns are just not my style….
“However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you”
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