Love Song – Missing Soundtrack

Coming Home….

So what do you call a girl who got all that she wished for?

Honestly, I don’t know.

Dancing on my own ~ Pixie Lott Ft. GD & T.O.P

Since I am no longer dancing on my own, can I just say “Touch Wood, Life is good!”.

Let me mark this timeline as the best it’s ever been and the best it will ever be.

The best 10,000ft leap of faith ever, worth every scream and every skipped heartbeat.

Cut the cheese and slash the gooey, gushy, mush.

He says he “kept it real“

I say he kept it him.

So what if we don’t play Love songs on the radio.

So what if we threw the keys away along with caution.

We are still falling. 🙂

Play one more song…

Shadows of a song..

Every Ship Must Sail Away ~ Blue Merle

It’s official Watson! I have lost my mojo….it is the damn brick wall I keep running into…..

Any particular reason? you might ask….

Nope, none that I can think of…..

Maybe inspiration has run dry this side of the world…

Even the furniture-less, and almost empty flat doesn’t do anything for me …..

You hear that?

It’s an echo in an empty mind…..

“Have you ever heard the sounds
In the shadows of a song
Have you ever felt their words
Blow right through you from beyond ”

Aftermath….

Not the cookies taste sweeter kind, definitely not the being in an Air Supply song feeling…..

It’s the aftermath of all the cookies and too much Air Supply songs kind….

The kind that makes you throw up on an empty stomach…..

“Oh change is in the air
And you wear it oh so well
I asked you if you cared
But if you cared I couldn’t tell”

Shy away sun, make way for the dreadful moon…..cause she doesn’t shine…..not as we want her to….

“‘Cause years pass and people change
The bluest skies turn to gray”

Cast away that frown, Honey……cause here comes the rain….

Poignant and Plain…

“And though it’s gonna hurt for now
Every ship must sail away
Every ship must sail away”

Left Unsaid..

I know this is a crappy picture I just wish the light was a better for me to capture the pretty little Cottage with a Yellow door….

Today I went over all my favorite Rod Stewart, Sting, Air Supply songs to kinda get the right one…..

Simply Red got the vote and the band was not even on the bloody list…

I guess what I am trying to say is….I have moments when I say or do the most irrational things, things that are ludicrous…(doesn’t add to my street cred now does it?)……and this is one of them…..

So Not Over You ~ Simply Red

There are Coincidences and then there are “The Coincidences”

(Care to Explain?)

I don’t think I can…..but I will try

“The emptiness when you were gone kept ringing in my head
Told myself I really had to move along now
Stop regretting all the things I left unsaid,”

Dont quote me on this, but I did not have to go half way around the world to find out….what I always knew….

Like a fingerprint the truth cannot be altered or erased…

“So I tore up your letters
Took your picture off my wall
I deleted your number, it was too hard not to call”

It is in the very fabric of existence……

I play it off by saying “It’s just a phase and will soon fade away” (And God knows I wish this was true)

“Felt a little better, told myself I’d be fine
Got to live for the good times up ahead,”

But you see it always catches up ……

All that resolution crumbles at a sight or a sound….

Restraint falls to pieces over a stupid love song….

“All my friends try to tell me better find somebody new
Why waste time being lonely when there’s nothing left to lose’“

They said Time is a healer, but they weren’t wounds that needed healing…..

They were memories…..

“Anything to get you out of my mind
I’m a fool if I thought I could forget
And I could not forget”

Before you know it you are washed away by the flowing tide and you let yourself drown….

No signal fires, no safety nets…

For all the cautious tales, and the warnings bells….you left them behind….

When I think about it, rationale is not my problem……

It is easier to forget…..but let me tell you how difficult it is – to not remember….

“Cos everywhere I go
There’s a love song that reminds me of you
And even though I knew I had to be strong
I was still not over you
‘Cos I still believe and I could see how there’s nothing left of you and me
That time is over
‘Cos I’m so not over you”

Young Again…

Love Song ~ 311

I know people like the Cure version best….

But Moi goes for the feel of the song

Wow what a downpour today..

I’ll live to see the monsoons hit this side of the world (I wish!)

“Whenever I’m alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again”

I remember..

I have this strange twisted need to imagine myself in the hospital

Doesn’t really make sense because I hate hospitals…

Just the smell and sight of them makes me nauseous

And lets just day the doctors and nurses will never be my peeps…(No offense Doc!)

Jokes apart

It could be that I spent a lot of time in hospitals in my younger days, more than my share really..

I watched my 2 of grandparents fight their last battles there..

And even though my parents do mention in passing about my brief stint there as an infant…. I don’t ever remember being in one…not that I would like to dissect that further…

There is something about hospitals and train stations that make feel like they reek of death..

“Whenever I’m alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again”

The worst part of it all…I always Imagine myself in the hospital….

Like thinking what should I say to my family…

If I will ever get flowers delivered….

How many get well cards I will get..(given my reputation for being the most popular person{Sarcastic Watson, I am being Sarcastic} this is a real worry…)

I like to imagine who I would want to hold my hand before I die…

Even though I flinch at the thought of it all…that doesn’t stop me from imagining stuff like this…

But there is something about hospitals that I cannot get my head around…

It feels like me, the hospitals and the train stations will never make our peace..

“Whenever I’m alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again”

What a depressing thought to start of with…totally not what I came here to write about..

Anyways before I digress and suck the life out of a beautiful day like a dementor..

The day is beautiful….just the way I like it…

Cool breeze, pregnant clouds looming around, the swinging trees….

“Whenever I’m alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again”

Only the other day my aunt asked me the if I was scared..

Actually lot of people these days ask me if I am scared…

I know I give them the “I cannot afford to” shrug….

Honestly I haven’t given it a thought as yet…

I don’t know should I be scared?

“Whenever I’m alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again”

I don’t know, it’s just not my style to be…

Maybe I am missing the point…

The world knows something that I don’t..

I know I am absolutely loco to think like I do, psychotic as my friends say….but those are just stuff that pop up in this silly head of mine…

But I got to say, the world around me has sobered up a bit..

“Whenever I’m alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again”

Well anyway what shall be will be….

Where were we going with the song?

Oh I remember..

I like it….(A lot!)

It is almost perfect…in my humble opinion..

I have to run a bath….need to mull things over…

And here is me hoping to never see myself in a hospital,

Why you may ask?

Well other than the 99 other reasons I just gave….

I must say the top reason will always be that the Hospital gowns are just not my style….

“However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you”

Listen Baby…

We need sugary fluff today……

What better than having Marvin Gaye and Tammi Terrell do one of the greatest duets ever?

Aint No Mountain High Enough ~ Marvin Gaye & Tammi Tarrell

I smile just by hearing him go…”Listen Baby”

I know, I know candy floss is soo last season……

But we are loving the saccharine tasting love songs today……

That warm fuzzy feeling oh how we missed it….

Those little flutters in your heart, that made your toes curl up……

“If you need me, call me
No matter where you are
No matter how far
Just call my name
I’ll be there in a hurry
You don’t have to worry
‘Cause baby,”

“cause baby” he says…..

“There ain’t no mountain high enough
Ain’t no valley low enough
Ain’t no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you”

here is to all that’s good and cheesy in this world….

Oh Sugar you got me high!