I like living a low profile life…..I am comfortable with being under the radar all the time – everytime….I can see how that can bother people or worse make them uncomfortable…….I don’t blame them…..but I am not looking to change or be changed…..
Nope sorry! No can do…..
Sometimes my head wants to scream out…..”Don’t try and fix me, I am not yours to be fixed”……other times I just cannot be bothered to remind people who never forget to remind me …..That I am who I am and am not sorry for being this way……Sorry but I have no qualms with being happy in my very skin….
“She swears that there’s no difference,
Between the lies and compliments.
It’s all the same if everybody leaves her.“
Like that movie in which the girl always dreams about spiral staircases and ends up building one with a pack of cards…..Only I feel like I am on a never- ending spiral staircase and it really does not matter which way I go, up or down…..It just keeps going on and on……….no one gets it….and trust me it does not help when I am trying with all my might to get people to understand …….I feel like I am fighting for a lost cause here……
“She never stays the same for long,
Assuming that she’ll get it wrong.
Perfect only in her imperfection. “
Am I being too honest? probably!
Angry? not so much!
Bothered? No not at all!
Rubbed me the wrong way? Oh so so much!
I am NOTand I repeat I am NOTsomebody’s consolation prize…….
“Cuz she’s just the way she is, but no ones told her that’s ok”
My favorite are the little musical moments in movies where people just walking by stop and break into a song……
Little Things ~ Colbie Caillat
The Little Things...
“The little things, you do to me are
taking me over, I wanna show ya
everything inside of me
like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating”
Of late, while walking home from work……the pavements are littered with white cherry blossoms…..
I love walking by them…….I imagine them being laid out just for me……….
Makes me want to start singing “Would’nt it be Loverly” just like Audrey in My fair Lady (Seems a bit far-fetched doesn’t it?……A dream sequence maybe?)……..
Any moment now I expect people around me to start singing just like that movie……
Got to be my favorite musical movie moment of all times……
I know it is crazy……and I know it doesn’t make any sense……
But it doesn’t take a lot to make me happy…….
I wish to witness a real life musical moment,,,,,,watch a flash mob of some sort……
Where crowds of people on a busy street break in to a random song (the one I recognise I hope)…..
Just stand there in awe and surprise…..
Feeling the magic……
A real life musical moment………
“My feet are stuck here, against the pavement
I wanna break free, I wanna make it
Closer to your eyes, Get your attention
before you pass me by”
Missing Soundtrack 