Entangled don’t you think?
That is the colour of the sky when it is about to rain…
Kinda like the state of mind right now, don’t you think?
Yes were all bloody emo today and speak to me if you have a problem with that….(That’s what I thought)
For You~ Yim Jae Bum [ 너를 위해 – 임재범]
You know the feeling when your hearts been all ripped out and you feel like the pain is good enough to kill you….
Listening to this song is just as painful……
Why would we want to listen to something like that you ask?
Well because I consider myself one of those sadistic fools who finds pleasure in ripping the skin out of a healing wound…
Because I am lovely like that…..
This man’s voice is raw and aching enough to make me cry…(and that my friend is no bloody exaggeration)
He sings…..“Maybe we are people tangled in a complicated relationship”
Arent we all?…… don’t we all go out and find the worst fit…. that feels right …..but nearly kills us?
“Everyday I am debted to you”…..debts
That darn hope….that same ridiculously foolish hope…..that made us belive in the first place….that darn hope that whispered “It is going to be ok” ………that same hope that told you the 100ft plunge you were about to take is anything but fatal….
“Debts that are too much for me to pay back”
Am I debted to you because you loved me the most? or am I debted to you because I know that no one else can or ever will?
“Sometimes like a couple”
How strange does that sound? A couple…..
But how right does it feel?
“Sometimes like strangers”
Years go by…..and it feels just like yesterday….
“Can we keep on living like this?”
Yet…..we do….
“Despite countless mistakes and separations”
Yes the countless mistakes…….those countless mistakes…..
“You are still there”
Like an oak tree that stands tall……like an urban legend that has always been heard of……but never seen…..
“I know that you are the only person, who can help me live properly in this world”
Because you right my wrongs and I, yours….
“I, in order to live without regrets should keep you by my side”
Yes I need you close if I don’t want regret in my life…….
“My rough mind and unstable expressions”
But we are like fire and moth,
“And you watching it, That is a love like war”
We will destroy what we build….break what we so painfully fix….
“Because I am dangerous, Because I love you”
Because we destroy…..
Because we destroy everything and everyone around us…..
And because we cannot stop until we have destroyed each other….
“I will leave “
and again today I close shut this story with the familiar tragic end……until next time……
Missing Soundtrack 